Monday, November 20, 2017

Baby Feet

As mother's we have weird the things we want to keep or capture. Mine are babies lips, hands and feet. I will forever cherish my children. I will soak in what little time I have of my very last baby, for they do not stay babies for long.

Friday, August 18, 2017


My life.

My reason.

Here are a couple photos from our little mini vacation up to Rogers City Michigan. We wanted to go to Washington but with me being ready to have baby Asher there just was no way I wanted to travel that far. It's been a crazy couple of years for us. With just having a baby to expecting another one. I know it's rough for our older ones. Its a lot within a short time. These 2 though they are amazing! They don't complain, they go with the flow and take whatever life throws at them. They are so kind hearted and loving I couldn't ask for 2 better older siblings for Cohen and Asher to look up to.


Wednesday, August 09, 2017


Update on our little one. In a previous post I said I was due in October, well after we had an ultrasound done we were surprised to find out that I am due in September, September 4th to be exact. Yes, that date is approaching VERY fast. I had a doctors appointment today and he asked me if my bags were packed. I stated well no, should they be? With a chuckle he said yes. I'm go to go anytime. 

We found out that we are having another little boy. My poor daughter is out numbered. 3 brothers, 1 older brother and going to be 2 younger brothers. I'm not going to lie I was a bit disappointed. I really just wanted to experience having another little girl. I mean I got to experience having another little boy and I'm very blessed and overjoyed about it. I just knew that THIS one would be our last and I just wanted to have another little girl. I will admit I cried while sorting through all of Sarai's little girl cloths. The thought that I will not having another little girl doing dance broke my heart. The sweet pink girlie dresses and outfits which included hair bows, tight's and frilly things. 
It's hard especially with my pregnancy hormones to come to the realization that.. THIS IS MY VERY LAST BABY. It's like I'm closing a chapter of my life. Just lets me know that I truly am getting older (white hairs don't help). God has blessed us with 4 children and I am more than thankful for them all. Children truly are a miracle and I am so blessed to have gotten to experience not only once but 4 times. Every time I see my children or feel this one move I get emotional thinking about what a blessing it is and how this one will be my last. When I start to complain about the backaches and shortness of breath I remind myself this is the last one and I take a moment to really enjoy even the unpleasant moments of pregnancy. 

So in 4 very short weeks we will be anxiously awaiting the arrival of our new bundle of joy.  


Friday, May 12, 2017

Well, hello.

Guess what?!

We are expecting another little miracle. I'm due in October. Yes, we did just have a baby last February, he is 1 years old.

As of right now I am sitting at 17 weeks 4 days. I can not believe that I'm almost half way through this pregnancy. My how it has flown by. I think that it has gone so fast because this is without a doubt our last one. We thought Cohen would be our last one. We kinda tossed around the "idea" of having another one, but most certainly not this soon! God had other plans in mind and you know what, I'm OK with that. Children truly are a blessing. I mean as much as mine drive me crazy I could not imagine my life any other way. I truly am happy.

The bump!